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  You have doomed yourselves. . . . The Lord Rulers last words, spoken right before Vin had thrust the spear through his heart. Hed known. Even then—before the mists had started coming during the day, before shed begun hearing the strange thumpings that led her to the Well of Ascension—even then, shed worried.

  Be careful what you speak . . . only your thoughts are safe.

  I have to figure this out. I have to connect what we have, find the way to defeat—or outwit—this thing that Ive loosed.

  And I cant talk this over with anyone, or it will know what Im planning.

  Rashek soon found a balance in the changes he made to the world—which was fortunate, for his power burned away quite quickly. Though the power he held seemed immense to him, it was truly only a tiny fraction of something much greater.

  Of course, he did end up naming himself the "Sliver of Infinity" in his religion. Perhaps he understood more than I give him credit for.

  Either way, we had him to thank for a world without flowers, where plants grew brown rather than green, and where people could survive in an environment where ash fell from the sky on a regular basis.

  6

  IM TOO WEAK, Marsh thought.

  Lucidity came upon him suddenly, as it often did when Ruin wasnt watching him closely. It was like waking from a nightmare, fully aware of what had been going on in the dream, yet confused as to the reasoning behind his actions.

  He continued to walk through the koloss camp. Ruin still controlled him, as it always did. Yet, when it didnt press hard enough against Marshs mind—when it didnt focus on him—sometimes, Marshs own thoughts returned.

  I cant fight it, he thought. Ruin couldnt read his thoughts, of that he was fairly confident. And yet, Marsh couldnt fig1ht or struggle in any way. When he did, Ruin immediately asserted control once again. This had been proven to Marsh a dozen times over. Sometimes he managed to quiver a finger, perhaps halt a step, but that was the best he could do.

  It was depressing. However, Marsh had always considered himself to be a practical man, and he forced himself to acknowledge the truth. He was never going to gain enough control over his body to kill himself.

  Ash fell as he walked through the camp. Did it ever stop these days? He almost wished that Ruin wouldnt ever let go of his mind. When his mind was his own, Marsh saw only pain and destruction. When Ruin controlled him, however, the falling ash was a thing of beauty, the red sun a marvelous triumph, the world a place of sweetness in its death.

  Madness, Marsh thought, approaching the center of camp. I need to go mad. Then I wont have to deal with all of this.

  Other Inquisitors joined him at the center of the camp, walking with quiet swishes of their robes. They didnt speak. They never spoke—Ruin controlled them all, so why bother with conversation? Marshs brethren had the normal spikes in their heads, driven into the skull. Yet, he could also see telltale signs of the new spikes, jutting from their chests and backs. Marsh had placed many of them himself, killing the Terrismen that had either been captured in the north or tracked down across the land.

  Marsh himself had a new set of spikes, some driven between the ribs, others driven down through the chest. They were a beautiful thing. He didnt understand why, but they excited him. The spikes had come through death, and that was pleasant enough—but there was more. He knew, somehow, that the Inquisitors had been incomplete—the Lord Ruler had withheld some abilities to make the Inquisitors more dependent upon him. To make certain they couldnt threaten him. But now, what hed kept back had been provided.

  What a beautiful world, Marsh thought, looking up into the falling ash, feeling the light, comforting flakes upon his skin.

  I speak of us as "we. " The group. Those of us who were trying to discover and defeat Ruin. Perhaps my thoughts are now tainted, but I like to look back and see the sum of what we were doing as a single, united assault, though we were all involved in different processes and plans.

  We were one. That didnt stop the world from ending, but thats not necessarily a bad thing.

  7

  THEY GAVE HIM BONES.

  TenSoon flowed around them, dissolving muscles, then re-forming them into organs, sinew, and skin. He built a body around the bones, using skills gained over centuries spent eating and digesting humans. Corpses only, of course—he had never killed a man. The Contract forbade such things.

  After a year in his pit of a prison, he felt as if he had forgotten how to use a body. What was it like to touch the world with rigid digits, rather than a body that flowed against the confines of stone? What was it like to taste and smell with only tongue and nostrils, rather than with every bit of skin exposed to the air. What was it like to . . .

  To see. He opened his eyes and gasped, drawing first breath into remade, full-sized lungs. The world was a thing of wonder and of . . . light. He had forgotten that, during the months of near madness. He pushed himself to his knees, looking down at his arms. Then, he reached up, feeling his face1 with a tentative hand.

  His body wasnt that of any specific person—he would have needed a model to produce such a replica. Instead, he had covered the bones with muscles and skin as best he could. He was old enough that he knew how to create a reasonable approximation of a human. The features wouldnt be handsome; they might even be a little grotesque. That, however, was more than good enough for the moment. He felt . . . real again.

  Still on hands and knees, he looked up at his captor. The cavern was lit only by a glowstone—a large, porous rock set atop a thick column base. The bluish fungus that grew on the rock made enough of a glow to see by—especially if one had specifically grown eyes that were good at seeing in dim blue light.

  TenSoon knew his captor. He knew most kandra, at least up to the Sixth and Seventh Generations. This kandras name was VarSell. In the Homeland, VarSell didnt wear the bones of an animal or human, but instead used a True Body—a set of false bones, human-shaped, crafted by a kandra artisan. VarSells True Body was quartz, and he left his skin translucent, allowing the stone to sparkle faintly in the fungal light as he studied TenSoon.

  I made my body opaque, TenSoon realized. Like that of a human, with tan skin to obscure the muscles beneath. Why had that come so naturally to him? Once, he had cursed the years he spent among the humans, using their bones instead of a True Body. Perhaps he had fallen to that same old default because his captors hadnt given him a True Body. Human bones. An insult, of sorts.

  TenSoon stood. "What?" he asked at the look in VarSells eyes.

  "I just picked a random set of bones from the storeroom," VarSell said. "Its ironic that I would give you a set of bones that youd originally contributed. "

  TenSoon frowned. What?

  And then he made the connection. The body that TenSoon had created around the bones must look convincing—as if it were the original one that these bones had belonged to. VarSell assumed that TenSoon had been able to create such a realistic approximation because hed originally digested the humans corpse, and therefore knew how to create the right body around the bones.

  TenSoon smiled. "Ive never worn these bones before. "

  VarSell eyed him. He was of the Fifth Generation—two centuries younger than TenSoon. Indeed, even among those of the Third Generation, few kandra had as much experience with the outside world as TenSoon.

  "I see," VarSell finally said.

  TenSoon turned, looking over the small chamber. Three more Fifth Generationers stood near the door, watching him. Like VarSell, few of them wore clothing—and those who did wore only open-fronted robes. Kandra tended to wear little while in the Homeland, as that allowed them to better display their True Bodies.

  TenSoon saw two sparkling rods of metal embedded in the clear muscles of each Fifths shoulders—all three had the Blessing of Potency. The Second Generation was taking no risk of his escaping. It was, of course, another insult. TenSoon had come to his fate willingly.

  "Well?" TenSoon asked, tu
rning back to VarSell. "Are we to go?"

  VarSell glanced at one of his companions. "Forming the body was expected to take you longer. "

  TenSoon snorted. "The Second Generation is unpracticed. They assume that because it still takes them 1many hours to create a body, the rest of us require the same amount of time. "

  "They are your elder generation," VarSell said. "You should show them respect. "

  "The Second Generation has been sequestered in these caves for centuries," TenSoon said, "sending the rest of us to serve Contracts while they remain lazy. I passed them in skill long ago. "

  VarSell hissed, and for a moment TenSoon thought the younger kandra might slap him. VarSell restrained himself, barely—to TenSoons amusement. After all, as a member of the Third Generation, TenSoon was senior to VarSell—much in the same way that the Seconds were supposedly senior to TenSoon.

  Yet, the Thirds were a special case. They always had been. Thats why the Seconds kept them out on Contracts so much—it wouldnt do to have their immediate underlings around all the time, upsetting their perfect little kandra utopia.

  "Lets go, then," VarSell finally decided, nodding for two of his guards to lead the way. The other one joined VarSell, walking behind TenSoon. Like VarSell, these three had True Bodies formed of stone. Those were popular among the Fifth Generation, who had time to commission—and use—lavish True Bodies. They were the favored pups of the Seconds, and tended to spend more time than most in the Homeland.

  They had given TenSoon no clothing. So, as they walked, he dissolved his genitals, and re-formed a smooth crotch, as was common among the kandra. He tried to walk with pride and confidence, but he knew this body wouldnt look very intimidating. It was emaciated—hed lost much mass during his imprisonment and more to the acid, and he hadnt been able to form very large muscles.

  The smooth, rock tunnel had probably once been a natural formation, but over the centuries, the younger generations had been used during their infancy to smooth out the stone with their digestive juices. TenSoon didnt see many other kandra. VarSell kept to back corridors, obviously not wanting to make too much of a show.

  Ive been away so long, TenSoon thought. The Eleventh Generation must have been chosen by now. I still dont know most of the Eighth, let alone the Ninth or Tenth.

  He was beginning to suspect that there wouldnt be a Twelfth Generation. Even if there were, things could not continue as they had. The Father was dead. What, then, of the First Contract? His people had spent ten centuries enslaved to humankind, serving the Contracts in an effort to keep themselves safe. Most of the kandra hated men for their situation. Up until recently, TenSoon had been one of those.

  Its ironic, TenSoon thought. But, even when we wear True Bodies, we wear them in the form of humans. Two arms, two legs, even faces formed after the fashion of mankind.

  Sometimes he wondered if the unbirthed—the creatures that the humans called mistwraiths—were more honest than their brothers the kandra. The mistwraiths would form a body however they wished, connecting bones in odd arrangements, making almost artistic designs from both human and animal bones. The kandra, though—they created bodies that looked human. Even while they cursed humankind for keeping them enslaved.