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  And so, Sazed served as Elend Ventures chief ambassador. Elend was a friend—a man Sazed respected like few others. To Sazeds mind, even the Survivor himself hadnt possessed Elend Ventures strength of character. The emperor hadnt tried to assume authority over the Terris people, even after he had accepted the refugees into his lands. Sazed wasnt sure if his people were free or not, but they owed Elend Venture a large debt. Sazed would gladly serve as the mans ambassador.

  Even if there were other things Sazed felt he should be doing. Such as leading his people.

  No, Sazed thought, glancing at his portfolio. No. A man with no faith cannot lead them. I must find the truth for myself first. If such a thing exists.

  "It certainly is taking them long enough," Breeze said, eating a grape. "One would think that after all the talking we did to get to this point, theyd know by now whether they intended to sign the thing or not. "

  Sazed glanced toward the elaborately carved door on the other side of the room. What would King Lekal decide? Did he really have a choice? "Did we do the right thing here, do you think, Lord Breeze?" Sazed found himself asking.

  Breeze snorted. "Right and wrong dont come into it. If we hadnt come to bully King Lekal, someone else would have. It comes down to basic strategic necessity. Or, thats how I see it—perhaps Im just more calculating than others. "

  Sazed eyed the stocky man. Breeze was a Soother—in fact, he was the most brazen, flagrant Soother Sazed had ever known. Most Soothers used their powers with discrimination and subtlety, nudging emotions only at the most opportune times. Breeze, however, played with everyones emotions. Sazed could feel the mans touch on his own feelings at that moment, in fact—though only because he knew what to look for.

  "If you will excuse the observation, Lord Breeze," Sazed said, "you do not fool me as easily as you believe you do. "

  Breeze raised an eyebrow.

  "I 1know you are a good man," Sazed said. "You work very hard to hide it. You make a great show of being callous and selfish. Yet, to those watching what you do and not just what you say, you become far more transparent. "

  Breeze frowned, and Sazed got a little stab of pleasure at surprising the Soother. He obviously hadnt expected Sazed to be so blunt.

  "My dear man," Breeze said, sipping his wine, "Im disappointed in you. Werent you just speaking about being polite? Well, its not at all polite to point out a crusty old pessimists dark inner secret. "

  "Dark inner secret?" Sazed asked. "That youre kindhearted?"

  "Its an attribute in myself that Ive worked very hard to discourage," Breeze said lightly. "Unfortunately, I prove too weak. Now, to completely divert us from this subject—which I find far too discomforting—I shall return to your earlier question. You ask if we are doing the right thing? Right thing how? By forcing King Lekal to become a vassal to Elend?"

  Sazed nodded.

  "Well then," Breeze said, "Id have to say that yes, we did the right thing. Our treaty will give Lekal the protection of Elends armies. "

  "At the cost of his own freedom to govern. "

  "Bah," Breeze said with a wave of his hand. "We both know that Elend is a far better ruler than Lekal could ever hope to be. Most of his people are living in half-finished shacks, for the Lord Rulers sake!"

  "Yes, but you must admit that we bullied him. "

  Breeze frowned. "Thats how all politics is. Sazed, this mans nephew sent an army of koloss to destroy Luthadel! Hes lucky Elend didnt just come down and wipe out the entire city in retribution. We have bigger armies, more resources, and better Allomancers. This people will be far better off once Lekal signs that treaty. What is wrong with you, my dear man? You argued all these same points not two days ago at the negotiating table. "

  "I apologize, Lord Breeze," Sazed said. "I . . . seem to find myself feeling contrary of late. "

  Breeze didnt respond at first. "It still hurts, does it?" he asked.

  That man is far too good at understanding the emotions of others, Sazed thought. "Yes," he finally whispered.

  "It will stop," Breeze said. "Eventually. "

  Will it? Sazed thought, looking away. It had been a year. It still felt . . . as if nothing would ever be right again. Sometimes, he wondered if his immersion in the religions was simply a way of hiding from his pain.

  If that were so, then hed chosen a poor way to cope, for the pain was always there waiting for him. He had failed. No, his faith had failed him. Nothing was left to him.

  It was all. Just. Gone.

  "Look," Breeze said, drawing his attention, "sitting here and waiting for Lekal to make up his mind is obviously making us anxious. Why dont we talk about something else? How about telling me about one of those religions you have memorized. You havent tried to convert me in months!"

  "I stopped wearing my copperminds nearly a year ago, Breeze. "

  "But surely you remember a bit," Breeze said. "Why dont you try to convert me? You know, for old times sake and all that. "

  "I dont think so, Breeze. "

  It felt like a betrayal. As a Keeper—a Terris Feruchemist—he could store memories inside of pieces of copper, then withdraw them later. During the time of the Final Empire, Sazeds kind had suffered much to gather their vast stores of information—and not just about religions. They had gathered every shred of information they could find about the time before the Lord Ruler. Theyd memorized it, passed it on to others, depending on their Feruchemy to maintain accuracy.

  Yet theyd never found the one thing they sought most urgently, the thing that had begun their quest: the religion of the Terris people. It had been erased by the Lord Ruler during the first century of his reign.

  Still, so many had died, worked, and bled so that Sazed could have the vast storages hed inherited. And he had taken them off. After retrieving his notes about each religion, writing them down on the pages he now carried in his portfolio, hed removed each and every one of his metalminds and stored them away.

  They just . . . didnt seem to matter anymore. At times, nothing did. He tried not to dwell too much on that. But the thought lurked in his mind, terrible and impossible to banish. He felt tainted, unworthy. As far as Sazed knew, he was the last living Feruchemist. They didnt have the resources to search right now, but in a years time, no Keeper refugees had made their way to Elends domain. Sazed was it. And, like all Terris stewards, hed been castrated as a child. The hereditary power of Feruchemy might very well die with him. There would be some small trace of it left in the Terris people, but given the Lord Rulers efforts to breed it away and the deaths of the Synod . . . things did not look good.

  The metalminds remained packed away, carried along wherever he went, but never used. He doubted he would ever draw upon them again.

  "Well?" Breeze asked, rising and walking over to lean against the window beside Sazed. "Arent you going to tell me about a religion? Which is it going to be? That religion where people made maps, maybe? The one that worshipped plants? Surely youve got one in there that worships wine. That might fit me. "

  "Please, Lord Breeze," Sazed said, looking out over the city. Ash was falling. It always did these days. "I do not wish to speak of these things. "

  "What?" Breeze asked. "How can that be?"

  "If there were a God, Breeze," Sazed said, "do you think hed have let so many people be killed by the Lord Ruler? Do you think hed have let the world become what it is now? I will not teach you—or anyone—a religion that cannot answer my questions. Never again. "

  Breeze fell silent.

  Sazed reached down, touching his stomach. Breezes comments pained him. They brought his mind back to that terrible time a year before, when Tindwyl had been killed. When Sazed had fought Marsh at the Well of Ascension, and had nearly been killed himself. Even through his clothing, he could feel the scars on his abdomen, where Marsh had hit him with a collection of metal rings, piercing Sazeds skin and nearly killing him.


  Hed drawn upon the Feruchemical power of those very rings to save his life, healing his body, engulfing them within him. Soon after, however, hed stored up some health and then had a surgeon remove the rings from his body. Despite Vins protests that having them inside him would be an advantage, Sazed was worried that it was unhealthy to keep them embedded in his own flesh. Besides, he had just wanted them gone.

  Breeze turned to look out the window. "You were always the best of us, Sazed," he said quietly. "Because you believed in something. "

  "I am sorry, Lord Breeze," Sazed said. "I do not mean to disappoint you. "

  "Oh, you dont disappoint me," Breeze said. "Because I dont believe what youve said. Youre not meant to be an atheist, Sazed. I have a feeling youll be no good at it—doesnt suit you at all. Youll come around eventually. "

  Sazed looked back out the window. He was brash for a Terrisman, but he did not wish to argue further.

  "I never did thank you," Breeze said.

  "For what, Lord Breeze?"

  "For pulling me out of myself," Breeze said. "For forcing me to get up, a year ago, and keep going. If you hadnt helped me, I dont know that I would ever have gotten over . . . what happened. "

  Sazed nodded. On the inside, however, his thoughts were more bitter. Yes, you saw destruction and death, my friend. But the woman you love is still alive. I could have come back too, if I hadnt lost her. I could have recovered, as you did.

  The door opened.

  Sazed and Breeze both turned. A solitary aide entered, bearing an ornate sheet of parchment. King Lekal had signed the treaty at the bottom. His signature was small, almost cramped, in the large space allotted. He knew he was beaten.

  The aide set the treaty on the table, then retreated.

  Each time Rashek tried to fix things, he made them worse. He had to change the worlds plants to make them able to survive in the new, harsh environment. Yet, that change left the plants less nutritious to mankind. Indeed, the falling ash would make men sick, causing them to cough like those who spent too long mining beneath the earth. And so Rashek changed mankind itself as well, altering them so that they could survive.

  5

  ELEND KNELT BESIDE THE FALLEN INQUISITOR, trying to ignore the mess that was left of the things head. Vin approached, and he noted the wound on her forearm. As usual, she all but ignored the injury.

  The koloss army stood quietly on the battlefield around them. Elend still wasnt comfortable with the idea of controlling the creatures. He felt . . . tainted by even associating with them. Yet, it was the only way.

  "Somethings wrong, Elend," Vin said.

  He looked up from the body. "What? You think there might be another one around?"

  She shook her head. "Not that. That Inquisitor moved too quickly at the end. Ive never seen a person—Allomancer or not—with that kind of speed. "

  "He must have had duralumin," Elend said, looking down. For a time, he and Vin had held an edge, since theyd had access to an Allomantic metal the Inquisitors hadnt known about. Reports now indicated that edge was gone.